It's been really long, I know. Just suddenly have the urge to type a lot. So basically I'm moving on to the next phase of life after JC education. I did fairly for the A's. Haven't heard from any of the local unis but I've already started school at NYP, physiotherapy. InsyaAllah I'll get a degree after 4 years.

School has been interesting, but tiring. Lessons start early and end late almost everyday. Normal schedule ends at 5 or 6pm. Worst thing is, I don't even stay near school. Takes me an hour just to get home. That takes me 2 hours plus back and forth to school. Tiring or what :/ Thank goodness I get to sit most of the time on the way to school.

Classmates are friendly and warm :)

I miss playing hockey, to be honest. But with the schedule that I have now, plus the competition for the top few players to get the degree, it's crazy. I hope this coming 4 years pass by quickly. On the other hand, the thought of work scares me. Knowing that I'd have to be responsible for the lives of the patients makes me doubt myself whether I'd be able to handle it or not. InsyaAllah the clinicals that I'll be going through over the coming 3 years will be of great help. I have to put in lots of work to do well, or at least good enough to maintain a safe grade.

I'm so sad. The time I have left for myself/family/friends/Ridzwan is so minimal already. No more going out more than once a week. It's already hard to find a single day to meet up with people. Hopefully after this is all settled, I'll get my social life back.

I must do sports on Saturday mornings!!!!!

I pray Allah strengthen me, with patience to go through each day.
I pray you stay by my side through all this no matter how much time we no longer have for each other. I need you, awak.